i lost the bracelet my little sister made me a year ago.
i was fucked up on zanex.
i feel like a fucking idiot, that bracelet ment alot to me.dumbshit
stuck here looking at random words written on oddly shaped pieces of paper that i cut with an oversized pair of scissors. what am i doing? where am i going? what purpose does my life have right now? none. theres no yellow brick road to tell me where to go. theres only me. i hate it. i hate this regular routine of work and party and work and work and sleep and party and sleep. but i dont know what to do. what can i do? lifes been coming at me as fast as lighting. all my days seem to blur together. i cant keep up with all the shit thats been happening and honestly, this is the most fun ive ever had in my life. but its all just been punching me in the face, repeatedly calling me its bitch. theres some sort of void in my life that i cant figure out. the kinda empty you feel after eating a fat meal, yet you still feel hungry afterward as if you never even ate anything… and all i want to do is feel full.
im tired. sick and tired. awful sick and tired of the game.
just another quick rant
